21.6.05
GAH. I have this really really bad feeling. It's making me queasy. I've felt this before and I hate it. It's like you know there is something wrong, yet no one else does and there is totally nothing you can do about it. I wonder if anyone feels the same way as me about it. I doubt so. They seem so happy, I don't want to deflate their spirits. Maybe there is something wrong with me. But I feel as if we've grown a lot apart during this short period of time, with each one doing things themselves. When we talk, I always feel that there's something lacking, yet I can't figure out what it is. I just don't want this to tear us apart even more.

On a lighter note, I had some fun today. Went to watch ice princess with sheila, liwen and clara at plaza singapura. Haha Clara brought her spongebob and patrick stuff toys again. Then I saw two girls whom I think are Chloe and Siyun from brownies haha. But they are sec2 and I never talked much to them last time. Commend me on being able to remember their names XD. Kept banging into them lah. First time was when only Liwen and I were at the top floor buying tickets. Then after that saw them at spotlight. Next we went up to buy popcorn and saw them there. Finally we saw them in the same cinema. Haha and of course walk out that time see them again. Then during the movie Liwen cried and sheila was giggling and giggling. But the move wasn't touching lah. Haha. Ate at KFC, then liwen and sheila wanted burger king so they sneaked the brugers over. Hahaha. Had to keep hiding it from the KFC uncle. Yup that's about it, after lunch we just walked around.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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